How we can identiy she/he is our FRIEND?

Yes. I was a hot tempered person. I hate waiting and get wrong information.

This morning, I got a lesson. (Though, I had experienced many this kind of problems in Politeknik Tuanku Sultanah Bahiyah). I received a message from a coursemate said at 9am have a Talk. So, I forwarded the message to everybody.

Sharp at 9am, I reached college and nothing happened. My curious of the information then I called him, the informer.
"I will not attend. I just inform to you all. My resposibility is to inform so its depend on me whether I want attend or not?"

He answered me. My ears is burnt. But, I still listening and talked to him politely. If like this, better I stay at home and study my Radiographic Science. Tension! =.=!!

After a few minutes waiting, almost everyone in the class. I start nervous and curious, why no official came and monitor us. I climbed to 4th floor afterwards to check where the actual location. Yet, helpless! I climbed down to ground floor again. When I looked around lobby and college nearby. My another coursemate called me.

"Linda, The Talk is held tomorrow la. Not today." said MG. I surprised and think.
Then I said : WTH!
I was anger and guilty to everybody that already come. I ran away to avoid them. I don't know how to face them. I am sorry for wasting their time and my time.

I walked alone to my way home. Feel lonely and helpless!!

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In the class, my friend stay way from me. Maybe they think I will turned into Hulk or other else.
But, I really need a friends to accompany me when I in trouble. Yet, made me remember of my best roommate, best friend and best companion player, Chew Siew Lee. She is the best. I always thinking of her and hope she at my side.



Ego kills me. I won't ask apology from him first. never!
At lunch time, I stay alone in examination hall. I was crazy and singing loudly to release tension. Luckily, There are no CCTV. If not, I will kills myself. wakakakaa...
An hour I sit, walk, jump, dance and sing. The class is so quiet. Empty. Scary.
My heart beat slowly and deeply. I realized friend is important. In this world , we cant be alone.

I hate this situation. I started thin where is my mistake? Should I ask apology to him?


At last, after having another heavy test, Anatomy&Physiology. I wrote a short message in my cell phones. I passed to him. He smiled and replied ," I want to apology also because I talk behind you. This is because they ask me what happened."

Of course, I surprised but it is in my thought. I forgive him. Now, I realized life have to tolerate between each other.

So, Nalinda Don't Give Up and Think of God when you are in this situation again. Inhale deeply and exhale. Be cool and you will find the solution.

*Notes!
~Singing and snapping really can make me release tension and smile again.
~Watch out my next photographs.! ^_^