I am tired thinking of them. Now I am really sure M is the best among them. Plus they are siblings. Attitude and irresponsible behaviour also same. Why I should wasting my time thinking of them? I should be rational at this time , M cares me , worry me because he .... me. From now on , no more stupid actions and stupid imagination. I am wake up from my dream.
But when only I start to loving him , something stop me. Something made me realized again from my dream. He did not belongings to me because his heart is full. I know although himself did not know about that. Every times , every minutes, every moments can make him thinking about her. I realized that since I start MSN with him. I told myself : Don't be greedy , It is enough to be a friend. Why my heart will crying after I wake up from the dream???
you'll never know...
ReplyDeletemaybe he'll never tell...
as u said, be yourself..
"love me or hate me, i'll still be me"
be strong girl...
u're such a nice girl as far as i'm concerned..
Do u knw the truth is I start do stupid things...
ReplyDeleteSometimes I think want to frame his photo and put on my table....
Am I nuts? We are nothing..
U know he make me suffer...
ReplyDeletei really wish he don't play my feelings when he first message me, make me happy in 60 seconds. then I the one must wait for his replying? why he do that to me and make me sad 60 minutes.